jOURNEY of My MiND....

A week before raya, i got a letter from JPA which contain the grouping list for matching country, and according to that letter, i was in 3 group and JPA preference country for me are Canada, New Zealand, Australia, UK, and Ireland. When i received the letter, I was actually quite composed and really didn't mind if i was fated to go to Canada. But, right after raya another list came out and initially there was 3 groups and now, there were 4. My group was split into 2, half of it remain the same and the other half changed to New Zealand, and I was special because i was placed in 2nd Group and seriously i don't know why. So my new group is supposed to be going to Australia and i was kind of lost there, seriously i don't know what to choose. I slowly accepting this new fate of mine, so i put Melbourne uni as my first choice, and after that i don't know why i really2 hoping for a place there. But today has answered every peoples' doubt, and i wasn't excluded. I prayed for the best, and HE already answered my prayer, and i got an offer from university of Leicester, UK.

Di kAla TertekaN...

Maaf kan saya kalo entry saya lately bunyinya agak tertekan, sebab saya mmg tertekan pun sekarang. First of all, exam is approaching and i'm getting seriously nervous right now. I know, may be you will asking, "when i syour exam?" Well mu final exam will be next year, 5 Jan 2009 and today is 29.10.2008, and seriously it's not that long to wait for that date! I'm not ready for the exam that is for sure, plus all other tekanan which somehow i really really really really don't know how to eliminate them. I'm just too stress and tense up lately, i don't know how to handle it anymore and sometimes i forgot who i'm. I'm not usually like this, at least i know what i'll do when i'm facing the same scenario, but this time, i'm just helpless......I'm so sorry u all have to read about all this crappy thing that i typed, but seriously i don't know who i can talk to or i just don't know how to talk to them, i just don't know where to start. I know at the moment many people are having their hard time as many will be facing their final too, so i don't think it's really proper for me to bother them with my problemss. crazy lah all this things!

Tekanan, dan Tertekan!!!

EOS 5 lagi 3 bulan, bunyi nya macam lama lagi, tapi sebenarnya tidak jika dibandingkan dgn apa yg perlu di revise dan preparation yg belum cukups serta tahap confident diri yang tak menentu membuatkan 3 bulan itu bagai kan 3 hari! Dan bila memikirkan semua ini, membuatkan saya tertekan!!!!!!!!!!

Dalam keadaan tertekan, banyak juga benda2 merepak yg saya buat....contohnya hari ni, balik drpd open house ingatkan nak sambung study, tapi bila buka notes jer terus terasa tekanan and tak pasal2 decide terus pergi mid valley after asar....gila kan! dah lah duit tak ada, blh lak jalan2 ni and beli novel, tak masuk akka betul....

Pastu balik sempat lah jemaah isyak kat vista ni, pastu plan mmg nak sambung study, tapi mmg drpd mid valley perut dah berkeroncong.....apa lagi, balik mandi and masak. Nasi goreng jer, pas tu tetiba rajin buat kuah pudding sekali....plus ada tetamu yg tidak kurang istimewa dtg mkn.....

Naufal mmg dah gila, dah lost his mind!!!!