HaRi InI...

Subuh yang dingin,
Sejuknya sungguh menyaman kan,
Membuat hamba duduk terdiam,
Memikirkan KebesaranNya,
Walaupun pendek waktunya,
Namun sungguh berguna jika dimanfaatkan.

Mentari yang bersinar mula menggantikan subuhku,
Cahaya jingga di langit yang gelap,
Sudah mampu menghangatkan kedinginan subuh,
Peralihan Subuh ke siang hari,
Sungguh sempurna dalam waktu yg singkat,
Bangunlah, sedarlah, Cubalah,
Hayati waktu singkat yang panjang ini.

Bila cahaya yang terang terus menyinar,
Apa yang kabur mula menjadi jelas,
Burung-burung mula berkicau,
berterbangan bebas di langit biru yg luas,
Kedamaian yang di rasa membawa semangat baru,
Namun hari yang baru bermula,
Sentiasa penuh dengan misteri,
Hanya harapan dapat di zahirkan,
Agar hari ini berakhir seindah permulaanya.

Kau Ada Dia...

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa

Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

Sepi...

Bisikku pada bulan,
Kembalikan temanku,
Kekasihku, Syurgaku.

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku,
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar alam ini kelam,
Biar ia sepi
Sepertiku....

Exam dah habis,
so saya me'limit'kan masa saya untuk berhibur hanya hujung minggu ni sahaja
the next week,
kenalah focus kembali as the EOS 5 is approaching,
and i can say, it approaching fast.

Anyway,
AS the exam for sem 4 is over,
we all pun buat lah rombongan ke Mines utk tengok movie.
Tadi ada 2 group tadi,
satu group tgk SEPI, and the other tgk WANTED(whatever gila!)

Hmmm....
semua org mempunyai pandangan yang berbeza terhadap sesuatu cerita,
dan saya berpendapat,
SEPI ni korang patut tgh,
bukan wajib ya, tapi patut.
Apa2 pun, cerita sgt menyentuh hati dan perasaan saya,
dan sesungguhnya saya TAK MALU utk mengaku,
yang saya MENANGIS tgk cerita ni,
sebab pada saya,
ada part2 dan scene2 yg sangat menyentuh perasaan saya!

Walaupun saya tahu ramai org Malaysia tak suka tgk cerita mcm ni,
as for example, wayang tadi pun kosong sebenarnya,
huhuhu...
Tapi saya rasa cerita ni sgt menarik!
Mungkin sebab kena dgn Jiwa saya yg kadang2 ting-tong sikit ni
huhuhu....

Dikala Kebosanan....

Hmmm...
Agak-agaknya, kalo uols bosan uols buat apa?
Ataupun tgh tension2 study ker kerja ke,
apa yang uols akan buat?

Kadang2, iols buat bodoh jah,
malas nak layan kan,
tapi tetiba jah hari tu masa tgh malas2, tension2 ni
ada surat kahabar kat sebelah i,
apa lagi terus di gapai lah surat khabar tu!

uols mesti ingat iols baca surat khabar tu kan!
Tgk result euro 2008 lah kata kan!
Hah, tak der makna nya iols kisah pasal BOLA ni lagi,
huhuhu...

Anyway, iols tak baca pun paper tu,
iols main conteng2 gambo model dlm paper tu,
just menzahirkan bakat yg terpendam sekian lama,
berbekal kan magic colour yg sentiasa ada dlm pencil case iols,
'cantik' model tu iols kerjakan!
huhuhu....


hah, cantik kan model ni iols kerjakan,
iols ubah segala, muka jah tak!

sURreNdEr....

TIRED...
ALONE...
LOSS CONFIDENCE...
LOW SELF ESTEEM...
BAD TIME MANAGEMENT...
ALWAYS BEEN DEFEATED BY...

RUN AWAY...
HIDING...
SURRENDER...
AND VICTORIOUS DEFEAT...
WELL DONE!

FIGHT, FIGHT AND FIGHT!

Bila Hati Berbisik...

Bila Hati Berbisik,
Khayalan diminda berbunga,
Melayari alam fantasi,
Di mana semuanya kelihatan indah dan sempurna

Bila Hati Berbisik,
Aku mula merasai sesuatu,
Satu perasaan,
Perasaan yang sepatutnya sudah lenyap.

Bila Hati Berbisik,
Aku mula takut,
Takut kehilangan diri ku lagi,
Sesat di alam Fantasi yang 'sempurna' itu

Bila Hati Berbisik,
Aku mula risau,
Risau dgn perbuatan diri,
Betul atau pun tidak

Bila Hati Berbisik,
Kesedihan melanda,
Kesedihan yang tidak sepatutnya dirasai,
Bergetar jelas dihati

Bila Hati Berbisik,
membuatkan aku resah,
mencetekkan minda,
membutakan mata.

Empty entry, as empty as my heart at the moment

kejap!....

korang korang,
tak lah teruk sgt masakan saya hari ni
ok jah,
tak seteruk yang disangka!
haahahah.....

Opai Yang LemBAP....

eXAM minggu depan,
tapi tak habis cover semua benda lagi...
tak pe lah,
mcm dah tahu jer out come dia apa!
huhuhu...

Anyway
Hari Ni turn saya memasak,
dan saya memang lembap sgt bab2 memasak ni...
saya start potong2 bawang and siap2 kan bahan2 around pukul 7.30 pagi tadi,
and sekarang ni, around pukul 10.00 pagi baru selesai memasak!
lembap kan tu, 2 jam 30 minit memasak 2 lauk...
lembap, lembap....

HARI ni saya masak sambil tumis ayam,
dan sentiasa tak jadi lah kalau saya masak sambal umis ni,
tAK tahu lah mana silap nya,
huhuhu....

lepas masak sambal tumis,
masak sayur pulak....
kalo nak diikutkan, sayurlah antara makanan yang paling saya tak gemar,
tapi yang peliknya,
saya suka and enjoy memasak sayur...
and hari ni buat sayur sawi goreng jah!
dan untuk memasak sayur ni, saya memang suka memandai-mandai buat resepi sendiri...
tapi kalo malas, saya campak jer apa2,
huhuhu....
and sayur hari ni nampak mcm menyelerakan,
dan selalunya mcm tu,
rupa jah cantik, tapi rasa hampeh!
huhuhuhu....

oklah, saya yang lembap ni nak gosok baju(antara benda yang tak suka dlm dunia ni),
mandi,
and pergi kelas,
belajar...

The MesSage, a sECoNd tOUcH

In ages, letters were used widely as a vital medium of communication.
Letters, until today, bring news from far to us.
Owls and pigeons, among other animals, were kept by humans back then to commute letters to the intended recipients, just like Harry Potter in all its 5 sequels so far...=)

Letters bring a thousand tales, a thousand hopes then meet…

‘The waiting’ comes to a halt with a letter in hands…
it’s like a beautiful dream that makes you soar high that you wish it never ends.
All because of the waiting, the hope…

The present resolute the past…
Technology takes charge; email, chatting, instant messaging and many others.
As a consequence, letters become less significant.

Nevertheless, I still strongly feel, despite the fact that the ways of delivery have changed a lot, the feature of each message remains still, concrete and same, that is ‘the waiting’…

To all, this is merely a piece of my mind…
when I am chatting, I’ll be awaiting the second party’s reply, or the third…
although it’s hurting at times due to the unpleasant replies, but those replies speak, telling that I exist…
Of course I do exist, but you know the term ‘a living dead’???
'LIVE YOUR LIFE’, I said at the beginning of this blog, is an indication that the waiting, even though it overwhelms you over certain matters, life has to be livened to its fullest…

I hope this second version of ‘MESSAGE’ hits you all.

original idea by Opai,
Beautifully translated by Naguib, the best fren....

CinTa CoPy PaSTE...

love is everywhere,
love is all around,
love is a gift,
love is for us all...

Tetapi kita selalu terlupa,
dan terlepas pandang
cinta yg paling hampir dengan kita.

love is sacred,
love is divine,
love is deep,
love is thorough..

Dan sememangnya cinta yg dekat itu
sangat suci,
dan kesucian itu tiada tandingan,
walaupun cinta antara adam dan hawa

love is precious,
yet can blind mankind,
love is a trust,
thus, to protect it is our task..

Cinta tidak membutakan kita,
Cuma kadang-kala ia mengelirukan kita,
kita sering terkeliru untuk memilih,
dan pilihan yang silap membuatkan kita 'jatuh cinta'
Dan apabila kita 'terjatuh' sememangnya sukar untuk berdiri lagi

Namun cinta yang sejati,
menyuluh jalan yang lurus,
memberi kekuatan untuk kita berdiri setelah jatuh,
Dan sememangnya cinta ini seharusnya di jaga and di suburkan lagi,
walaupun dengan setitis air mata.

so wide it can mean, for it is too abstract,
so precise it can be, for a special that we hunt,

so opai, who's ur love?

Keabstrakan cinta membuatkan aku keliru,
dan sememangnya kesakitan akibat terjatuh sangat perit,
Untuk pulih tidak ku ketahui bila,
namun,
harapan untuk berdiri dan berjalan tiada penghujungnya,
agar sinar cinta yang menyuluh akan terus terang menyuluh jalan ku...

Dalam keadaan yang 'sakit'
sememangnya sukar untuk menjawab soalan yang mudah itu,
cinta yang lama masih belum boleh aku lupai,
cinta yang dahulu sudah mula menapak,
dilema semakin jelas menghampiri,
dan semoga cinta yang lama bertukar menjadi kasih,
kasih sesama sahabat,
agar cinta yang dahulu kembang dan mekar,
mengharumi hidupku ini...

Special thanks for 2nd trumpet section leader,
kerana membuat saya duduk,
dan berfikir.....

Busy June...

My Busy June...
My brain start to be crazy again...
When my heart is playing again with me...

What an introduction...
huhuhu...

Anyway, i went for circumcision class last Saturday at CUCMS, Cyberjaya,
It's a tiring day but it was a good experience,
other than meeting NEW PEOPLE, i learned something new!
The class start at 8.00 AM, so we all departed from IMU around 7.30 AM
The whole program was separated into 3 session, theory, practical practice session and of course test!
Anyway, i really enjoyed my time here,
want to know why?
Rahsia....

So, we all finished around 6.00 pm,
and they all decided to go to 'pasar malam' at Sg Besi to buy their dinner.
So, i ikut Jah!
Anyway, there was a Small Big plan for farhat that night actually...

Farhat birthday is on 5th June, and since everyone kind of busy that day especially me, we couldn't celebrate his bday on that day,
So, Naguib and I planned to bring Farhat for MPO concert on 11.06.08, bUT unfortunately, he wouldn't be free that evening....

So, we secretly plan something simple for him,
sO, on the same day, VICCB was having their full dress rehearsal for the up coming KL Band competition.
So, i obviously couldn't go for that rehearsal....
So, after got back from 'pasar malam', without a second delay, i make my way to Sri Petaling, ON FOOT!
withdraw money and hurried my self to look for a bakery shop and luckily there is many here!
So, after bought that cake, i straight away to the 'kedai makan' to hide the cake.
And a few meters away from the guards house, farhat Called and mentioned that they will be arriving in 15 mins, so malas nak naik rumah, lepak jer kat surau,
lagi pun ak solat Isyak lagi, huhuhu....

When they arrived, we alls terus ke kedai mkn tu,
so, semua org berlakon lah kan like nothing gonna happen that night,
we ordered our food, we eat and suddenly i got SMS,
'bila nak keluar kan cake, it's about time'
So, i jumpa lah abg tu, konon2 nya mintak list lagu nak karaoke ni,
tup tup tup, ada org nyanyi lagu happy bday,
Hah, apa lagi, terkejut lah 'Farhat the dott' TU...

huhuhu....
Apa lagi...
mLM TU, semua org pun tunjukkan lah bakat menyanyi kan!

Wah, mcm tak bertepatan dgn tajuk pun!!!!

Well, anyway...
what i'm trying to say that,
june is a very busy month for me...
since the ICA, WHICH IS A TEST will be on JUne 27,
so, definitely i'll be busy revising my study and not updating my blog!
huhu...
and this saturday, there is KL comp...
isn't that busy?
busy kan?

LeTs TaLk aBOut LoVE...

LOVE is universal,
u can love almost everything and everyone in this world,
Love is something u must give before u can get one,
and LOVE is so pure that someone can't life without it,
especially LOVE from HIM...
so, lets talk about LOVE....

Everywhere I go all the places that I’ve been
Every smile is a new horizon on a land I’ve never seen
There are people around the world - different faces different names
But there's one true emotion that reminds me we're the same...
Let's talk about love

From the laughter of a child to the tears of a grown man
There's a thread that runs right through us all and helps us understand
As subtle as a breeze - that fans a flicker to a flame
From the very first sweet melody to the very last refrain...

Let's talk about love
Let's talk about us
Let's talk about life
Let's talk about trust
Let's talk about love

It's the king of all who live and the queen of good hearts
It's the ace you may keep up your sleeve - ‘til the name is all but lost
As deep as any sea - with the rage of any storm
But as gentle as a falling leaf on any autumn morn...

Let's talk about love - it's all were needin'
Let's talk about us - it's the air we're breathin'
Let's talk about life - I wanna know you
Let's talk about trust - and I wanna show you
Let's talk about love...

mEssaAge...

Kalau zaman dulu, surat menjadi penghubung...
Suratlah yg membawa perkhabaran berita terutamanya dari jauh...
Surat membawa seribu cerita, bertemu seribu harapan...

Penantian berakhir dgn seutus surat ditangan...
Bagaikan sebuah mimpi indah yg tidak mahu diakhiri...
Kerana penantian, Kerana harapan...

Zaman berganti zaman,
Ramai yg sudah melupakan kehadiran surat...
Ramai yg menggunakan teknologi baru...
email, chatting dan pelbagai lagi...

Walaupun begitu,
saya masih merasai bahawa,
walaubagaimanapun cara penghantarannya berubah,
namun ciri2 sesebuah pesanan dan khabar berita itu
masih kekal.....
iaitu penantian...

Ini hanyalah pendapat,
kalo saya berchatting pun,
saya masih ternanti2 reply pihak kedua, mahupun ketiga....
walaupun kadang-kala reply itu tidak 'memuaskan hati'
namun reply pada saya sudah cukup membuktikan
kewujudan diri yang hina ini...

sampai ke apa yang nak disampaikan ni?
huhuhuhuhu......

Graduation Day...

Hari Khamis yg lepas, berlangsunglah sudah 'Graduation Day' di UiTM Shah Alam.Yang tak bestnya, it' s not my graduation day!!!It was my sister graduation day...

Eventhough hari khamis tu i ada kelas, tapi sebab nak interframe dlm gambar kan, i kena lah pergi, huhuhuhuhu....
kita org stay kat rumah uncle Mad, sebab his house closer to UiTM, and of coures pagi tu, mak and abah pergi dulu....kita org ni masih tertonggeng-tonggeng dlm bilik kan tak bangun lagi tido!
anyway, around pkl 10 pagi tu kita org bertolak ke UiTM...
Kita org sepatutnya tumpang Syakir, tapi disebabkan masing2 baru nak bersiap kan, so kena lah tinggal....so, Anna drive lah ke sana....
Zhafir, mula2 kena tinggal, Syakir suruh belajar, tapi Tok Mak Suruh ikut, so kami berempat lah ke sana!

Sampai kat sana, of course lah kan kena mencari parking kereta yang kelihatan begitu mustahil...
Atas khidmat nasihat Zhafir kita org parking kat tempat parking lecturer....yaQin kan?
lepas tu, adalah pak cik ni sound...mula2 dia cakap mcm baik, lepas tu mcm nak marah pulak..hmmmm, Male Irritable Syndrome kot! huhuhu...

Last2 kita org parking kat Pusat Islam(kalo tak silap lah)
so, kita org pun pergilah ke dewan.....
kalo kereta dah banyak, org mesti lagi banyak kan!
memang pun, mcm semut, huhuhu




sampai2, kita org terus lah pergi beli bunga nak bagi akak...

so, dah pusing2 kita org pun beli lah bunga and dok minum kat cafe dekat2 menara tu...
baru jer nak minum abah call kata akak dah nak keluar...
tergopoh-gopoh lah tulis card kat bunga tu...selamat chantique! huhuhu...

kita org pun tunggulah kat luar dewan tu....
tunggu2 tak keluar lagi...rupanya dia org ada taklimat lagi dlm tu....
so, bila dah habis, dia org pun keluar...
i pulak yg excited....
tunggu lagi ni..
kakak i tak nampak lagi...sampai lah org habis keluar, tak de jugak...
so, kita org decided to minum dulu...
lepas tu jumpa dia kat sana, boleh?
rupanya, banyak pintu yg terbuka utk dia org keluar
kita org ingat dia org kena lalu red carpet!


dah minum tu, apa lagi....photo shoot lah!
huhuhu...