It’s the weekend of my 4th week Cardio-Respiratory Block, and I have 3 weeks to go before next block, and yet I feel my brain is empty. It start to scare me as there’s a lot of things I didn’t know and it’s the only time before I graduate, pretty scary!
On top of that, I have a lot of things to be done and I feel it’s impossible to finish everything before the deadline! IMPOSSIBLE. Yes, that’s the word.
Feeling inferior and intimidated by the environment have always been my major major big problem. It make me insecure of everything that I do; always have bad thought before doing something.
A part from that, there’s something that I never thought that I will do and I had done it. That was IMPOSSIBLE, but yes I did it.
If only I can do the same with my study, but there’s always something pulling me back.
Two words, BRAVE and CONFIDENT.
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya segala kekuatan itu datang dari Mu, dan sesungguhnya ku mohon kepadaNya kekuatan utk ku meneruskan hari-hari ku. Walaupun baru 3 hari berada di ward, tersentuh sudah hati mendengar cerita yg sedih. Ingin ku menitiskan air mata, tetapi bukan lah tempatnya kerana aku perlu kuat.
